[I Miss You]

I miss you.
I miss you a lot.
I miss you so much.
I miss you like crazy.

I miss you; but sadly there is nothing i can do about it except this. Writing another pointless hopes and thinking that maybe this can help myself let go of the numb i feel inside my heart.


I miss you; because seeing you was like a drug, making me went insane and unaware of the thoughts off loving you. The truth is, i always prepare my heart for the worst at a time like this, at a time i am holding on to this kind of feeling. questioning that maybe you are missing me the way i'm missing you. your presence, your arguments, your sound, your touches, your kisses and your harm hugs.

I miss you, so i'm writing this for you, hoping one day you might find it somewhere―an except i keep in a secret for myself. Besides,you are the one who worth every pieces of my words, my pen won't regret sinking its ink into this paper smell like orange. One like your perfume. One i miss the most right now.

Oh damn, I miss you, again and again and ever. So if you find this out, will you say it properly to my ears that yes, you miss me as you always Will.

―about missing you.